ok so its late and i cant sleep, so wat do i do?....... well i get in touch with the one thing in my life which has been extremly hard for me, my mother tounge
i always found arabic hard but during my frendship with waleed walla i hav learnt a lot!!! he has taught me so much which i can now use. :D
i have even started to write poems in arabic which for me 6 mnths ago seemed impossible, i would upload it but this damn blog is having difficulties so ur gonna hav to wait ppl.
anyway, lately i hav been looking after my baby neice in my spare time. i do this to help out my cuz whos having a hard time adjusting back to work. anyway, her name is Aryam and she is the sweetest baby u could ever find on earth. wen ever she sees me she is excited and she always puts her head on my shoulder wen she wants to sleep. she is 1 soon and i want to get her a good present but i am stuck for ideas so plz help ppl.
also, well, the feeling i get wen she has to go is like i hav lost a part of me and it feels like it wont ever come back. i feel sad but i also feel happy cause i knw i will get to see her again soon. she makes my day so fun filled and she always puts a smile on my face. she can be hard work but to me she is worth it.
i dont knw why but i jst hav this feeling inside me which i cant explain, its like, ya3ni.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
why is this so hard?! it feels as if i want a child of my own, i knw i sound crazy but to me going through all that pain is worth it. i would happily carry a child for 9 mnths and go through labour jst to hold him/her for one moment and call him/her my child because to me a child is like a ....a.... well that i seriously dont knw wat to say. i said to myself maybe its cause i am alone and i am a young woman, but as time went by i realised that i am mentally and emotionally ready for a child, but one big problem, because of my health it makes carrying a child a dangerous thing, but that will be in the future inshallah (god willing).
anyway, all i do is sit here and think about her smile, wen she smiles at me and shows me her few teeth she has hahahaha
oh aryam i love u so much habibti u r my life and i am so happy u said ur first word infront of me ........mama
anyway, i carry on counting the hours until i see her again, i think i am gonna be a long time
Thursday, 29 November 2007
I Miss You
Things i miss:
- Quality time with big bro
- Tlking for hours with my mate Waleed
- My phone
- Being able to go out with my mates
- I miss my mates anyway!!!
ah, this list could go on and on and on but to save time and of course not to bore you, lets just say i miss a lot of things.
Sunday, 25 November 2007
Guide to singleness
1. Travel alone
Whether you’re trying to find your way through the Paris Metro or the London Underground, haggling over a painting in Mexico or choosing where to bed down in the Badlands, traveling by yourself builds a confidence you simply can’t get any other way. In an unfamiliar place, you have to make decisions by yourself, for yourself every day, which will build a self-reliance you’ll always treasure—even when you become part of a twosome.
2. Wallow in the ache of a broken heart
Oh, the pain. The agony. The tubs of Ben & Jerry’s in front of the cable TV. Yep, getting dumped is beyond awful, but guess what? It’s the only way that you’ll develop the empathy you’ll need to be a better partner in a relationship. Because if you’re sensitive to the grief someone else has caused you, you’re less likely to do the same to anyone else. So, consider this painful milestone a lesson in karma that’ll serve you well as you travel through your dating days.
3. Spend a weekend with a married couple your age
On lonely nights, it’s common for single folk to envision marriage as a cosy scene from a Good Housekeeping magazine. But spend 48 hours with a real couple and you’ll learn that in between the snuggling and pet names comes growling, bickering, silent treatments and maybe even a slammed door or two before they ultimately compromise. It will show you what married life is like, warts and all, so you won’t over idealise the two becomes one phenomenon again.
4. Don’t come home all night
That’s right, wild thing. Crash on a friend’s couch, take your friends up on that offer of a last minute trip… Once you have a mate, you can’t just take off on your own without explanation. And, truthfully, you won’t want to. So if you don’t have someone you have to call and check in with every few hours, take this opportunity to check out!
5. Stand up for a cause you care about
Whether you volunteer to help register voters for the next election (why not start early?) or convince your neighborhood to start recycling, get fired up over an issue while you have the time to devote to it. It will remind you that while, yes, finding your soul mate is pretty important, there are other issues at stake in the world that could use your help. And besides, the big-heartedness you’ll be cultivating is very attractive.
6. Learn to fly a plane, surf some big waves, or start your own business.
Give yourself a high by doing something just for you, just for the experience without having someone at home worrying about you or nagging you not to. Oh, and one more gift with purchase: Think about how much fun you’ll have telling your next date about your daring experience.
7. Learn how to take care of yourself
Being solo shouldn’t keep you from cooking for yourself, so learn how to make an impressive meal for one (even if it’s macaroni cheese with your own three cheese spin). While you’re at it, learn how to back up your computer hard drive and sew on replacement buttons. You’ll feel strong and self sufficient and you’ll be well armed with skills to share when you are in a relationship.
8. Buy something hugely impractical just because you love it
Once you’re in a relationship, you’ll start thinking about your partner before you purchase pricey items, not just “Will he or she hate it?” but “Is this where I want to be putting my money if we’re saving for a wedding?” The single life means a single bank account and an excuse to blow a wad of cash without (some of the) guilt. So, make yourself happy and buy something you crave, whether it’s an expensive vintage film poster or a decked out mountain bike.
9. Develop a hobby
Learn to woodwork, play acoustic guitar, speak French, DJ on turntables, or make digital short films for fun. Of course you can (and should) still have hobbies when you’re dating someone, but your solo time is prime time to devote yourself to something that makes life more interesting for you and makes you more interesting to others.
10. Be completely, utterly, wholly single for at least three months
Hop-scotching from one relationship to the next can do you a disservice. Why? Because you’re never more ripe for self-reflection than when you’re on your own and the more you know yourself, the more likely you are to find someone who’s right for the real you.
Whether you’re trying to find your way through the Paris Metro or the London Underground, haggling over a painting in Mexico or choosing where to bed down in the Badlands, traveling by yourself builds a confidence you simply can’t get any other way. In an unfamiliar place, you have to make decisions by yourself, for yourself every day, which will build a self-reliance you’ll always treasure—even when you become part of a twosome.
2. Wallow in the ache of a broken heart
Oh, the pain. The agony. The tubs of Ben & Jerry’s in front of the cable TV. Yep, getting dumped is beyond awful, but guess what? It’s the only way that you’ll develop the empathy you’ll need to be a better partner in a relationship. Because if you’re sensitive to the grief someone else has caused you, you’re less likely to do the same to anyone else. So, consider this painful milestone a lesson in karma that’ll serve you well as you travel through your dating days.
3. Spend a weekend with a married couple your age
On lonely nights, it’s common for single folk to envision marriage as a cosy scene from a Good Housekeeping magazine. But spend 48 hours with a real couple and you’ll learn that in between the snuggling and pet names comes growling, bickering, silent treatments and maybe even a slammed door or two before they ultimately compromise. It will show you what married life is like, warts and all, so you won’t over idealise the two becomes one phenomenon again.
4. Don’t come home all night
That’s right, wild thing. Crash on a friend’s couch, take your friends up on that offer of a last minute trip… Once you have a mate, you can’t just take off on your own without explanation. And, truthfully, you won’t want to. So if you don’t have someone you have to call and check in with every few hours, take this opportunity to check out!
5. Stand up for a cause you care about
Whether you volunteer to help register voters for the next election (why not start early?) or convince your neighborhood to start recycling, get fired up over an issue while you have the time to devote to it. It will remind you that while, yes, finding your soul mate is pretty important, there are other issues at stake in the world that could use your help. And besides, the big-heartedness you’ll be cultivating is very attractive.
6. Learn to fly a plane, surf some big waves, or start your own business.
Give yourself a high by doing something just for you, just for the experience without having someone at home worrying about you or nagging you not to. Oh, and one more gift with purchase: Think about how much fun you’ll have telling your next date about your daring experience.
7. Learn how to take care of yourself
Being solo shouldn’t keep you from cooking for yourself, so learn how to make an impressive meal for one (even if it’s macaroni cheese with your own three cheese spin). While you’re at it, learn how to back up your computer hard drive and sew on replacement buttons. You’ll feel strong and self sufficient and you’ll be well armed with skills to share when you are in a relationship.
8. Buy something hugely impractical just because you love it
Once you’re in a relationship, you’ll start thinking about your partner before you purchase pricey items, not just “Will he or she hate it?” but “Is this where I want to be putting my money if we’re saving for a wedding?” The single life means a single bank account and an excuse to blow a wad of cash without (some of the) guilt. So, make yourself happy and buy something you crave, whether it’s an expensive vintage film poster or a decked out mountain bike.
9. Develop a hobby
Learn to woodwork, play acoustic guitar, speak French, DJ on turntables, or make digital short films for fun. Of course you can (and should) still have hobbies when you’re dating someone, but your solo time is prime time to devote yourself to something that makes life more interesting for you and makes you more interesting to others.
10. Be completely, utterly, wholly single for at least three months
Hop-scotching from one relationship to the next can do you a disservice. Why? Because you’re never more ripe for self-reflection than when you’re on your own and the more you know yourself, the more likely you are to find someone who’s right for the real you.
Saturday, 24 November 2007
Romance
Romance is when a husband, who is full of emotion, comes home with a red rose in one hand and a valuable gift in the other. His happy face reflects his pure heart that holds beautiful feelings for his wife. All he wants is to treat his life partner with affection.
Even after many years of marriage and children, he still tries to provide her with the romance she needs. In return, she expresses her satisfaction and eases his burden. She opens her arms and receives him with gentleness and love. She welcomes him home and enhances his spirit with some sensitive and sincere gestures.
Each one of them feels the value of the other person and the longing for romantic moments like these in which both share their love and affection. Romance relies on the element of surprise and beautiful gestures that are outside routine and convention. And because the wife knows this, she makes sure to always amaze her man with a few changes in the house, adding more color to their marital nest. He also retains the same pattern by presenting his wife with a cup of coffee or tea.
They both are sure to emphasize the importance of sharing a lifetime together by the little acts of favor they commit themselves to. The wife also makes sure that the children maintain a solid and respectable relationship with their father.
Romance in my opinion is not just a continuous sustained marriage. Initiatives by both partners to break life’s deadly routine and overcome daily hurdles are what bring about romance and love. That’s why it is really important for any married couple to have some privacy every now and then.
Fondness and passion make it easy for people to be patient and face sickness, death or even minor misunderstandings. There is always a chance to revive and enliven one’s marriage with very simple attempts. It’s a dream that can be easily achieved and brought to reality.
Marriage is full of events, incidents, sad moments and joyful tears. It is a comprehensive culture that should be taught to every man and woman so that marriages become full of love and happiness and shine with romance.
Even after many years of marriage and children, he still tries to provide her with the romance she needs. In return, she expresses her satisfaction and eases his burden. She opens her arms and receives him with gentleness and love. She welcomes him home and enhances his spirit with some sensitive and sincere gestures.
Each one of them feels the value of the other person and the longing for romantic moments like these in which both share their love and affection. Romance relies on the element of surprise and beautiful gestures that are outside routine and convention. And because the wife knows this, she makes sure to always amaze her man with a few changes in the house, adding more color to their marital nest. He also retains the same pattern by presenting his wife with a cup of coffee or tea.
They both are sure to emphasize the importance of sharing a lifetime together by the little acts of favor they commit themselves to. The wife also makes sure that the children maintain a solid and respectable relationship with their father.
Romance in my opinion is not just a continuous sustained marriage. Initiatives by both partners to break life’s deadly routine and overcome daily hurdles are what bring about romance and love. That’s why it is really important for any married couple to have some privacy every now and then.
Fondness and passion make it easy for people to be patient and face sickness, death or even minor misunderstandings. There is always a chance to revive and enliven one’s marriage with very simple attempts. It’s a dream that can be easily achieved and brought to reality.
Marriage is full of events, incidents, sad moments and joyful tears. It is a comprehensive culture that should be taught to every man and woman so that marriages become full of love and happiness and shine with romance.
Friday, 23 November 2007
regrets
omg, i jst deleted the post i jst wrote, wats wrong with me?!!! it was meant to be read by waleed and i jst went and deleted it! i was wrong waleed, plzzzzzzzz, forgiv me
Sweet Death
I guesss this might be my last article......for now.
Today started off as a wonderful day. i woke up happy and i was in a good mood. The morning was nice. i had a shower and went to get the post. apart from a few bills everything was going just great. Same as the afternoon, it was great, i had a conversation with my frend Waleed, we joked around and we both laughed a lot, but then this evening something happened which made me remember all those bad memories, forcing me to be depressed and upset and not to forget suicidal :'(
For now all i can do is sit and look at the screen, how do i put my feelings into words? Someone yesterday told me that a blog is for yourself and it dosnt hav to make sense. To me i feel she is right as most of them dont make sense, i guess u have to be the person writing them to understand what the article is trully about and how deep in emotion it is.
I risked everything for this life, i fight for my life and yet life always has a way of doing something to you to make u feel low, also family as well and last but not least frends.
Now i am smart but not intelligent. I sin but i am not the devil and i am good but i am not an angel. Right now all i can think about is how i can end this msiery, there is so much as person can take until it gets to a point where they cant take anymore.
i use the niqahb as a way of hiding the tears i cry. i know its wrong but its the only way i can stop people from staring at my face with my puffy red eyes and runny nose. i cover my face so people do not judge me. i cover my face to hide the scars that years of abuse has left on me. its so pathetic that i dont even know my own body, i have had a major heart transplant and here i am, feeling the pain of the after effects. wont somebody please listen to me?
wont somebody please be here for me? wont somebody plz jst tlk to me and give me a shoulder to cry on. i can ask these questions and no one will step forward and i dont blame them. i am too much hassle, even my own frends avoid me because of my problems, they choose to reamin worry free and conscience clean. even my own family avoid me, they choose to stay away because of the hassle i may bring them.
I always wondered as a child what is my purpose in this world? Allah brought me into this world and through everything which has happened to me, i have more bad memories than good ones. I aint bad am i? i follow islamic rules, i cover myself, i pray,fast and giv money to charity. i build my knowledge in the world of islam. i hardly swear and i avoid contact with men. i keep to myself and i dont draw attention to myself.
Waleed once told me that one day all of this would be over. I would hav a good job, nice house, husband and kids and that i would be happy, but can we really be realistic here? i mean, look at me now, i have illnesses, whos gonna want a wife whos on anti-rejectants for the rest of her life?
Whos gonna want a diabetic wife to carry his children in her womb? Whos going to want an anorexic wife who has nothing to offer to the eye? Please, lets be realistic, how many men do u knw out there who wants a diabetic, sick hearted wife who cant even breathe properly because of severe asthma?
I am only 17, i havnt even reached 18 yet and it seems life is over. I have tried so many times to do this, kill myself and so many hav told me oh dont, its haram, you will spend eternity in hell. Well with wat i hav been through, i no longer fear Hell. I say bring it on!
Thursday, 22 November 2007
MORE ABOUT ME
Name : Ahlam a.k.a lamia or lamsah
Birthday: lets jst say 1990
Shape: um.... maybe later, i dont wanna put any images in ur head
Your Fears:Not being able to have a family
Your Perfect Pizza:hmmmm, gotta be a royale mixture
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go to Saudi and just sit there in the garden and soak up some sunshine
Thoughts First Waking Up: why now?!!! Jst 5 more mins!
Your Bedtime:um, i guess anytime i'm sleepy
Pepsi or Coke:definitley coke! keeps me hyper
Meaningful Genre: arabic songs!! always loved khaleeji songs
Do you Smoke: no way! i aint stupid to kill myself
Do you Swear: only if i have to ;)
Have you Been in Love: ummmm.................no comment
Do you want to go to College: already there
Do you want to get Married: dunno, depends on whos asking me :P
Do you believe in yourself: not all the time but i do want to
Do you think you are Attractive: not really, i dont admire myself, i aint self obsessed!
Do you get along with your Parents: i choose to not talk about my dad, its better to say i dont have one.
Your best time are usually with: my brother and my frend waleed, he makes me laugh
In the past month have you been kissed: wat is this? my life story or something?!
In the past month have you lied? : i hav never lied, yh right!!! i am doing it right now!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i practically live there!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: i cant get dumped if i dont have a bf!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: you knw, thats a great idea! thnks!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nah, i dont like theives
Ever been called a Tease: yes! when i tell waleed girls r better than guys :D
Ever been Beaten up: no i dont fight
How do you enjoy your thursday night? : thursday night?!! u must mean friday night! i jst chill with my kittens, they are soooooo funny
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i wanna be exactly like me but taller :)
Birthday: lets jst say 1990
Shape: um.... maybe later, i dont wanna put any images in ur head
Your Fears:Not being able to have a family
Your Perfect Pizza:hmmmm, gotta be a royale mixture
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go to Saudi and just sit there in the garden and soak up some sunshine
Thoughts First Waking Up: why now?!!! Jst 5 more mins!
Your Bedtime:um, i guess anytime i'm sleepy
Pepsi or Coke:definitley coke! keeps me hyper
Meaningful Genre: arabic songs!! always loved khaleeji songs
Do you Smoke: no way! i aint stupid to kill myself
Do you Swear: only if i have to ;)
Have you Been in Love: ummmm.................no comment
Do you want to go to College: already there
Do you want to get Married: dunno, depends on whos asking me :P
Do you believe in yourself: not all the time but i do want to
Do you think you are Attractive: not really, i dont admire myself, i aint self obsessed!
Do you get along with your Parents: i choose to not talk about my dad, its better to say i dont have one.
Your best time are usually with: my brother and my frend waleed, he makes me laugh
In the past month have you been kissed: wat is this? my life story or something?!
In the past month have you lied? : i hav never lied, yh right!!! i am doing it right now!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i practically live there!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: i cant get dumped if i dont have a bf!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: you knw, thats a great idea! thnks!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nah, i dont like theives
Ever been called a Tease: yes! when i tell waleed girls r better than guys :D
Ever been Beaten up: no i dont fight
How do you enjoy your thursday night? : thursday night?!! u must mean friday night! i jst chill with my kittens, they are soooooo funny
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i wanna be exactly like me but taller :)
Segregation of the genders
This is a pic of my home land KSA. Dont ask me how and when i took this pic cause i aint in a mood to discuss that for now. i jst wish i could go back there but recently something happened which questioned my love for KSA. As many would know KSA is a conservative country with the segregation of the sexes. Meaning mend and women are separated. I have no problem with this but looking at many young saudi people from the ages of 18-25, i have come to learn that how little they know about each other.
For example, mose of them know very little about the likings and dislikes of each gender. Girls know very little about guys and vice versa. Is this a reason why many couples divorce? I know that keeping a relationship can be hard even though i have never had one my self. i myself choose to reamin single because of the fact that i can not deal with having someone always there looking at me, touching me and wanting to be with me. if i want someone to tlk to i do have frends and they will always be here for me.
anyway, i jst think that maybe sometimes if we jst teach younger generations about the opposite gender then maybe, jst maybe we would all get along with one another. i know it may sound supid but its jst a thought that came into mind.
please tell me wat u think about the whole thing
Wednesday, 21 November 2007
My Results
| This Is My Life, Rated | |
| Life: |  4.4 |
| Mind: | 4.6 |
| Body: |  5 |
| Spirit: |  7.1 |
| Friends/Family: |  2.1 |
| Love: |  0.8 |
| Finance: | 4.8 |
| Take the Rate My Life Quiz | |
Saturday, 10 November 2007
"Only 2 mins" said my bro
i always thought it was us guys who took ages in getting ready to go out. i was ready like ages ago. So there i was, dressed and ready to go out. abaya on, hijab on, driving gloves in handbag and mobile fone on headset, so why wasnt i out of the door. well my slow bro thats why!
omg it all started when i told him i want to go out to buy "stuff". really i wanted to get some pads cause my period was due but its embarrassing telling ur bro that ur going to buy pads. also i wanted a new jacket as winter is close. he said he'd come along with me as he was bored.
so anyway there i was. ipod on, car ready to go and my gloves on, but prince slow decided to take a shower first and get ready. ok, 10 mins, 15, 20. now it was 30 mins and he still wasnt out so i went to get him. inside i found him ironing his shirt!!!!!
buy now i was a little annoyed as i was going to miss meeting my mates at the mall. omg anyway wen we got to the mall he did make up for it. he got me this great abaya which i hugged him and kissed him a lot all over his face until he was like " Ahlam, get off! your embarrassing me"
i guess i was but that was my pay back for making me late.hahahahah
omg it all started when i told him i want to go out to buy "stuff". really i wanted to get some pads cause my period was due but its embarrassing telling ur bro that ur going to buy pads. also i wanted a new jacket as winter is close. he said he'd come along with me as he was bored.
so anyway there i was. ipod on, car ready to go and my gloves on, but prince slow decided to take a shower first and get ready. ok, 10 mins, 15, 20. now it was 30 mins and he still wasnt out so i went to get him. inside i found him ironing his shirt!!!!!
buy now i was a little annoyed as i was going to miss meeting my mates at the mall. omg anyway wen we got to the mall he did make up for it. he got me this great abaya which i hugged him and kissed him a lot all over his face until he was like " Ahlam, get off! your embarrassing me"
i guess i was but that was my pay back for making me late.hahahahah
About me :D
1. What time is it: 18:25 pm
2. Name:hmmm jst call me A
3. Nickname(s): lamia, lamy, ahlamy
4. Where were you born: Riyadh
5. What is your birthdate: 1990
6. What do you want: right now? my mum
7. Where do you want to live: Saudi Arabia- hopefully Riyadh or Dammam
8. How many kids do you want: 7 .. maybe 5
9. What would you want to name a girl: Ariana
10. What would you want to name a boy: Zeyad
11. You want to get married: inshallah
ARE YOU..
1. Simple or complicated: both
2. Gay: no
3. Hardcore: nahh, i am a sweet girl :$
Worst:
1. Time of day: sunrise, i dont like getting up
2. Day of the week: Wednesday, omg double french!!!
3. Color crayon: Yellow
Today:
1. What are you doing now: listening to music
2. Wearing: jeans and a t-shirt
Tomorrow:
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: Go shopping with big bro
3. Goal: Buy him a present to remember me by
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Last day of week end. it always goes so quickly
Favorite:
1. Number: 4
2. Song: Saber Al Robaey- Bebasata
3. Color: White
Currently:
1. Missing Someone: yes
2. Mood: bored
3. Wanting: to watch a dvd with my bro
IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU?
1. Had a boyfriend or girlfriend: no, i am conservative
2. Bought something you didn't need: yes and all u guys out there cant blame me! :$
3. Sang in front of people: hahahaha no way, my voice is bad!
4. Been kissed: yes................by my bro
5. Been hugged: yes
6. Felt stupid: Yes!
7. Got drunk: no
8. Got high: depends on which 'high' we're talking about ;p
9. Danced crazy: nahh, my dancing skills r great :P
10. Gotten your hair cut: noooooooooooo! my lovely long hair
11. Cried: yes
12. Lied: ummm maybe:$
DO YOU PREFER...
1. Sun or moon: Sun
2. Winter or Fall: Fall
3. Left or right : right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends: definatly 2 best friends
5. Sun or rain: Sun
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream: i'm not allowed ice cream, i got diabetes :(
7. Vodka or Jack: i dont drink
8. Flowers or candy: again i dont eat chocolate cause of my diabetes :(
9. Grey or black: black
10. Colour or Black and white photos: hmm i guess colour
11. Lust or love: love
12. Sunrise or sunset: rise
13. M&Ms or Skittles: Skittles
14. Staying up late or waking up early: omg definitely staying up late, but never waking up early!
LAST PERSON WHO:
1. Slept in a bed beside you: does my cat count?
2. Saw you cry: my bro
3. Went to the movies with you: my brother
4. You went to the mall with: my friends
5. You went to dinner with: i dont hardly go out and i cant remember
6. You talked on the phone: My lawyer
7. Said I love you to you and really meant it: my uncle
8. Made you laugh: lol my cat, she scared my bro and he dropped his plate of chips onto his foot
Have-You-Ever:
1. Dated A Best Friend: nope
2. Been Arrested: god no!
3. Been On TV: no
4. Eaten Sushi: no
5. Been On A Blind Date: no
6. Been Out Of The Country: yes!
7. Been In Love: no comment
6 Things You've Done Today
1: got out of bed
2: washed my hair
3: watched some tv
4: talked on the phone
5: sent an e mail
6: went to return a dress
5 Favorite Things
1: my iPod
2: my lovely car
3: my laptop
4: omg it has to be perfumes, i jst love perfumes
5: Waleed my close frend :D
2. Name:hmmm jst call me A
3. Nickname(s): lamia, lamy, ahlamy
4. Where were you born: Riyadh
5. What is your birthdate: 1990
6. What do you want: right now? my mum
7. Where do you want to live: Saudi Arabia- hopefully Riyadh or Dammam
8. How many kids do you want: 7 .. maybe 5
9. What would you want to name a girl: Ariana
10. What would you want to name a boy: Zeyad
11. You want to get married: inshallah
ARE YOU..
1. Simple or complicated: both
2. Gay: no
3. Hardcore: nahh, i am a sweet girl :$
Worst:
1. Time of day: sunrise, i dont like getting up
2. Day of the week: Wednesday, omg double french!!!
3. Color crayon: Yellow
Today:
1. What are you doing now: listening to music
2. Wearing: jeans and a t-shirt
Tomorrow:
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: Go shopping with big bro
3. Goal: Buy him a present to remember me by
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Last day of week end. it always goes so quickly
Favorite:
1. Number: 4
2. Song: Saber Al Robaey- Bebasata
3. Color: White
Currently:
1. Missing Someone: yes
2. Mood: bored
3. Wanting: to watch a dvd with my bro
IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU?
1. Had a boyfriend or girlfriend: no, i am conservative
2. Bought something you didn't need: yes and all u guys out there cant blame me! :$
3. Sang in front of people: hahahaha no way, my voice is bad!
4. Been kissed: yes................by my bro
5. Been hugged: yes
6. Felt stupid: Yes!
7. Got drunk: no
8. Got high: depends on which 'high' we're talking about ;p
9. Danced crazy: nahh, my dancing skills r great :P
10. Gotten your hair cut: noooooooooooo! my lovely long hair
11. Cried: yes
12. Lied: ummm maybe:$
DO YOU PREFER...
1. Sun or moon: Sun
2. Winter or Fall: Fall
3. Left or right : right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends: definatly 2 best friends
5. Sun or rain: Sun
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream: i'm not allowed ice cream, i got diabetes :(
7. Vodka or Jack: i dont drink
8. Flowers or candy: again i dont eat chocolate cause of my diabetes :(
9. Grey or black: black
10. Colour or Black and white photos: hmm i guess colour
11. Lust or love: love
12. Sunrise or sunset: rise
13. M&Ms or Skittles: Skittles
14. Staying up late or waking up early: omg definitely staying up late, but never waking up early!
LAST PERSON WHO:
1. Slept in a bed beside you: does my cat count?
2. Saw you cry: my bro
3. Went to the movies with you: my brother
4. You went to the mall with: my friends
5. You went to dinner with: i dont hardly go out and i cant remember
6. You talked on the phone: My lawyer
7. Said I love you to you and really meant it: my uncle
8. Made you laugh: lol my cat, she scared my bro and he dropped his plate of chips onto his foot
Have-You-Ever:
1. Dated A Best Friend: nope
2. Been Arrested: god no!
3. Been On TV: no
4. Eaten Sushi: no
5. Been On A Blind Date: no
6. Been Out Of The Country: yes!
7. Been In Love: no comment
6 Things You've Done Today
1: got out of bed
2: washed my hair
3: watched some tv
4: talked on the phone
5: sent an e mail
6: went to return a dress
5 Favorite Things
1: my iPod
2: my lovely car
3: my laptop
4: omg it has to be perfumes, i jst love perfumes
5: Waleed my close frend :D
my close but far friends
today i finally told my frend waleed that i have a blog. loooool. lets jst say he was shocked. so this is for u waleed. !!! :D
Sunday, 4 November 2007
alone
i sit here alone. in this dark place. i guess this is a beginning of a new era. free, independant and now alone. i wanted to be left alone and here i am, i got my wish. alhamdulillah( glory to allah)
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